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Mystery of Me

This is what I have created This is what I have become As a rose withers and dies, The hands of time cannot be undone
This knife, still in my back These friends, the ones I lack… This smile, painted on my face The pain, hidden without a trace…
And I see her in the mirror With disgust, with hatred We stare into each other’s eyes Sometimes the truth is just harder
To accept, harder to accept Than all the lies…
I climbed the stairs to the top And found that I had left my self behind When I got back to the bottom My self was

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On my waybittersweet this venom has seeped through torn and bruised loved and confused the truth is overdue
red and black tangled in emotion the tide has risen waves crash and fall i want it all but can only take
what i've been given
darkness ahead the thing i dread but something in the distance shimmers as i am led with my eyes closed my friends my foes and the essence of him
still on my mind some say that i am blind ...and so i guess i'll be on my way
tattered and broken unknowing and open & On my way
by ~mysteryofme

Esme
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She sits aloneEyes open to the truth And though it hurts It’s a path less travelled And though at first It hurts more than it pleases It can be said This is the life she lives for The life she dreads
Black fanged envy sneers before it bites Here comes the hidden truth Better lie before you fight
Kindred spirits hopes held high Until the light goes off at night The nightmares so much more real than not So much more real than life
Every word another meaning in their eyes Every truth entangled in so many more lies
And everyon She sits alone
by ~mysteryofme

Freedom in a CageA whisper of truth In this world of the unsaid To you it means nothing To me it is dead
           - Have you ever felt utter lonliness?
Every stare a judgement of character All their eyes are dead Every word a forced cliché Never daring to say the unsaid Every touch lacks compassion Nothing is for real
            - Am I the only one who notices?
They've all forgotten how to feel.
Together we are alone Alone our feelings are known I don't know what normal is anymore Other than my thoughts condoned
   Freedom in a Cage
by ~mysteryofme

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warm me up
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Fatal IndecisionCountless hours of isolation Amidst the depth of contemplation Erasing the past         with unanswered questions
Tears fall down my face As I struggle to find my place The doors are closing quickly                and I'm falling from grace
My thoughts are so unclear Sensibility tainted with fear Dissolving with the hopes                       that I can persev Fatal Indecision
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Devious Journal Entry

Wed Feb 2, 2005, 10:21 AM

i hate.

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Current Residence: Toronto, Esme's! hehe
Interests: Writing
Favourite movie: Rules of Attraction, American History X, Mean Girls;)
Favourite band or musician: Ani Difranco, *Smashing Pumpkins*
Favourite genre of music: Alternative/Rock n well.. Top 40 hehe
Favourite artist: Cubanism
Favourite photographer: Book: Crime and Punishment
Favourite style of art: Current Songs: Racoon - Shooting Star, Cauterize - Still Breathing, Kelly Clarkson - Addicted

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~songes Feb 2, 2005, 10:45:41 AM

thanks for the favorite on "warm me up"

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on s'emporte dans un désir de désirs...

~demonknight Jan 10, 2005, 10:39:39 AM

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main account: ~luminire

~mysteryofme Jan 4, 2005, 2:32:22 PM

lol james ur craazzyyyy

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Memories - they fade.
Pain - It stays the same...

~McMurtrie Jan 2, 2005, 10:14:43 PM

That comment wasnt supposed to sound so offensive lol

more of a joke :/

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My love is vengeance thats never free.

~McMurtrie Dec 25, 2004, 2:31:19 PM

Most people never change

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My love is vengeance thats never free.

~noxious-cherub Dec 24, 2004, 8:49:45 AM

Hey there!
Wishing you a Merry Christmas! Happy Holidays! and a Great New Year!
Be good and you may get what you want

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You'll hate life more than life hates you.

~Apophysis

~mysteryofme Dec 23, 2004, 12:27:11 AM

no prob, thank you so much

btw...i am finally 18!!

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Memories - they fade.
Pain - It stays the same...

~DrownTheClock Dec 21, 2004, 11:06:16 AM

Thank you muchly for the

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You've a wonderful gallery.

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oh, your blank slate.
oh, your roots and your trees.
oh, your blank slate.
life is a spiral and a cylinder.

~WhatsIn-AName Dec 11, 2004, 10:44:25 PM

Hey Sema!

It's Steph Marple! Your stuff is pretty good, I especially like how you got the idea for that one story from the Nickelback video, lol. Keep it up!

Stephanie